Post by ozran on May 3, 2012 16:47:11 GMT -5
With these few moments I'll write the truth that was never seen
Or never admitted kept secret with a smile
I loved you from the day we met
I cared deeply even when in regret.
I took your sharp words and smoothed them for you
I took your anger and gave you gloves so you would not bruise
You obsessed but I didn't care, you were the one I wanted to bare.
To you see with someone else. Giving your love in ways I had never felt.
Why do you listen to them and not me
Why do my words have no effect
Why do I make you feel regret?
Didn't you know I loved you without end.
Didn't you know it will never end.
I spent my best dating years only dating you. Giving up opportunities because I believed in you.
Now I'm wasted what a fool I've been. I should have seen this when our love began.
I loved you still when you didn't care about my things. I love you still when all you wanted was a ring. I loved you still when everyone else said you were a very *friendly* person. I loved you still when others would judge. I loved you still when you were down. I loved you when you had broken your crown.
Now I'm broken and you seem to not care. Now I'm broken and my cross is my own to bare. Now I'm broken and I can't hear your voice. Abandoned by the one I loved most. Do you really only think of yourself? Did you not see me at all? Can you not see that I feel too. That I'm just as brittle as you?
How come love is so unjust. Is this what I felt. The reason I could not fully trust. Was there a secret you kept from me. Was there something I just couldn't quit see. Yes I do believe when hard times the truth comes out. Now I see why the love was there was riddled with doubt.
You said you waited but it was me who was waiting for you. You would never come to me and love me like I loved you. There was always a wall, something to be climbed. Me just your care giver a body without a mind. Maybe that's why your flirted with others. Maybe thats why you would hover. So I couldn't' see your true design. That you only wanted for me to be inside. That you couldn't feel so you would cause pain. A masticous of souls with deadly fangs.
I wanted a happy marriage but you wanted a bad man.
You want a man who doesn't treat you right. That think's it's ok to start fights. That doesn't want to work on anything important but will keep you close to stay in bed. A man that just wants to play games with your head. You want this and now thats what your given. Why wouldn't you let me love you don't you know all that I would and tried to have given.
Why would you not work with me to make ourselves better? Why did you resist when we could have stood the weather. Maybe our existence was wrong. Maybe your right and we could have never gone on. Too many maybe's for me to hear. Too many maybes my dear.
Stupid girl I love you with out end. Even when my heart hurts without end. Unjust, yes for I should resist and hate you, but no I truly love you, that I could never do. No matter how much you go out and break my heart I'l be here loving you even when I've been kicked to the dirt. Know I wanted our forevers to be with each other but now it's a maybe for you will find another. Can I ever move on, caught by this trap. Given no hope. Your like a heart attack and I want to relapse.
This is the last I can say. Forever my love will be to stay.
- Sterling
Or never admitted kept secret with a smile
I loved you from the day we met
I cared deeply even when in regret.
I took your sharp words and smoothed them for you
I took your anger and gave you gloves so you would not bruise
You obsessed but I didn't care, you were the one I wanted to bare.
To you see with someone else. Giving your love in ways I had never felt.
Why do you listen to them and not me
Why do my words have no effect
Why do I make you feel regret?
Didn't you know I loved you without end.
Didn't you know it will never end.
I spent my best dating years only dating you. Giving up opportunities because I believed in you.
Now I'm wasted what a fool I've been. I should have seen this when our love began.
I loved you still when you didn't care about my things. I love you still when all you wanted was a ring. I loved you still when everyone else said you were a very *friendly* person. I loved you still when others would judge. I loved you still when you were down. I loved you when you had broken your crown.
Now I'm broken and you seem to not care. Now I'm broken and my cross is my own to bare. Now I'm broken and I can't hear your voice. Abandoned by the one I loved most. Do you really only think of yourself? Did you not see me at all? Can you not see that I feel too. That I'm just as brittle as you?
How come love is so unjust. Is this what I felt. The reason I could not fully trust. Was there a secret you kept from me. Was there something I just couldn't quit see. Yes I do believe when hard times the truth comes out. Now I see why the love was there was riddled with doubt.
You said you waited but it was me who was waiting for you. You would never come to me and love me like I loved you. There was always a wall, something to be climbed. Me just your care giver a body without a mind. Maybe that's why your flirted with others. Maybe thats why you would hover. So I couldn't' see your true design. That you only wanted for me to be inside. That you couldn't feel so you would cause pain. A masticous of souls with deadly fangs.
I wanted a happy marriage but you wanted a bad man.
You want a man who doesn't treat you right. That think's it's ok to start fights. That doesn't want to work on anything important but will keep you close to stay in bed. A man that just wants to play games with your head. You want this and now thats what your given. Why wouldn't you let me love you don't you know all that I would and tried to have given.
Why would you not work with me to make ourselves better? Why did you resist when we could have stood the weather. Maybe our existence was wrong. Maybe your right and we could have never gone on. Too many maybe's for me to hear. Too many maybes my dear.
Stupid girl I love you with out end. Even when my heart hurts without end. Unjust, yes for I should resist and hate you, but no I truly love you, that I could never do. No matter how much you go out and break my heart I'l be here loving you even when I've been kicked to the dirt. Know I wanted our forevers to be with each other but now it's a maybe for you will find another. Can I ever move on, caught by this trap. Given no hope. Your like a heart attack and I want to relapse.
This is the last I can say. Forever my love will be to stay.
- Sterling